Markie Mae

no matter what i do, can't get away from you.

2007-11-29T06:43:56Z

blah.
this is me doing my homework.
i have this important assignment due tomorrow for french.
eh. i'll get to it.

nothing exciting to report.
except that there is an ebe concert on saturday.
with big city rock.
yessss.
i thought they hated each other??
anyways i'm jazzed.

if you don't know who ebe is than....
they are an amazing band called everybody else.
i've been going to their shows since i was 15.
i've been to over 20 shows. that's not including acoustic performances.
www.myspace.com/everybodyelse
ch ch ch ch check it out.

christmas is less than a month away.
fyi: everyone is getting gifts from the sales racks at urban outfitters.
because thats how poor i am.
i am super excited about getting an iphone.
i better get a fricken iphone.
i've only been telling EVERYONE that i'm getting one.
because i'm an awful spoiled brat.
....i'm really not that much of a brat.

turkey day was nice.
i ate tons of stuffing.
&pumpkin cookies with chocolate chips.
i wanna learn how to make them.
sooo yummy.

i think i'm done.
peace.

xx. markie

last thought:
i love ebe!!!!

no matter what you are i will always be with you.

2007-11-22T08:42:46Z

some eye candy.

jb @ryan seacrest.

jb on ellen: (look close enough, you can see me &mischa.)

after the ellen show:

markie &mischa:

jb fans &the amas:

what goods a mans world without a woman by his side.

2007-11-22T08:33:58Z

i'm too lazy to write about all of the crazy stuff that happened this month.
but basically it was an amazing month.
sadly a lot of it was jonas brothers related.
"what am i doing with my life" -lauren klein

mischa &i started our own youtube channel.
so check it out.
www.youtube.com/markieandmischa

october 24-
mischa &i went to the taping for the ellen degeneres show.
which the jonas brothers were on.
long story short.
we lucked into getting tickets.
&then we lucked into getting front row seats.
(better seats then denise jonas &frankie.)
mischa convinced denise to talk to the boys about doing a meet &greet.
so all fans that met them that night should thank my sister.
it was a lotta fun.
they're adorable.
meeting them was pretty sweet.

november 16 &18-
mischa, lauren, brianna, &myself managed to get our way into being a part of the JB performance on the AMAs.
the rehearsals were so much fun.
the fans are vicious though.
being a jb fan is a dangerous business.
the day of the show was awesome.
our group ended up making friends with a lot of the other girls.
so we made some allies. &some enemies.
we're girls.
the show was cool too.
we were all super nervous. &we (our group) were holding hands before we "performed"
afterwards they gave us tix to the show.
&they were pretty good seats.
all in all. it was an incredible weekend.

november 17-
randomly hung out with andrew janes.
he came down to my house &invited me to a kings game.
so i went &had a great time.
i think that was the first time i'd ever hung out with him alone.
&we've been neighbors for like 10 years.
perhaps the beginning of a new friendship??
we shall see.

today-
slept in &missed french class.
took a test in art history.
made menudo. yumm.
&mexican hot chocolat with my mama.

tomorrow-
is THANKSGIVING!!!!
i get to wakeup early &clean.
woohoo.
whatevs.
i looooove turkey day.
mmmm.stuffing. that's all i gotta say.

xx. markie.

last thought.
i think i'm gonna go watch hairspray.
we got it yesterday.

life is too short. so take that time &appreciate.

2007-10-20T10:03:46Z

so i just got home from work.
ummm...
the store is wrecked.
i feel bad for whomever is opening at 8.
it was soooo busy.

but atleast we had a good closing crew.
keeley, steph, jermmel, christina, &tommy.
oh tommy.
tommy. tommy. tommy.
he's like all of the female urban outfitters employee's favorite topic.
for many reasons.

we all took a bunch of polaroids.
t'was good fun.

it's allison's birthday now.
thank goodness i bought her gift months ago.
i am soooooo broke.
beyond broke.
i have no idea what the heck we're gonna do tonight.
i'm working 3-7.
i think that the girls might be meeting me at urban.
it makes sense.
it's pretty easy to get to all of the good places in l.a from burbank.
studio city, hollywood, pasadena..... whateva.
i hope that whatever we're doing involves icecream.
i've been craving baskin robbins.
i've also been craving dancing.
icecream &dancing.
perrrrfect.

on monday i had my first guitar lesson.
my fingers feel like they are going to fall off.
not only do i suck.
but i give up way too easy.
but atleast i'm practicing.
i'm going to be amaaazing.

i am still waiting on news about the jonas brothers on ellen.
i said i wouldn't get my hopes up.
but i totally have.

i missed my sister's choir show.
i feel really bad.
she's been to all of my shows.
i seriously owe her.
i went to her drama show like 2 weeks ago.
it was a lot of fun.
except that i actually sat next to zac efron's uncle.
what a jerk.
like seriously.
i think i am really east to get along with.
but this guy was very rude.
i don't care if he is the uncle of one of the most beautiful guys in the world.
......ummm if you're confused.
my sister goes to school with zac's cousin.
i had no idea the jerk was his uncle until after the show, when my sister told me.
so yeah...that's the background on that.

little miss sunshine.
i totally saw her today.
abigail breslin &spencer breslin.
they both came into urban with their whole family.
she's actually like really pretty.
i mean she was a cute little girl.
but she's a very pretty lady.
&he's really tall.
television is so misleading.
....i mentally flipped out.

my sidekick died.
it no longer functions.
so i am back to using my motorola flip-phone.
until xmas. when i get the iphone.
i can't wait.
the cool about the phone i'm using now...
is that i get really cool ringtones that the sidekick didn't get.
like all of the jo bros songs from their new album.
&every single rooney song.
so i totally bought.
"goodnight &goodbye" "that's just the way we roll" & "sorry sorry"
yeah. my dad's not gonna like that.

i'm exhausted.
gonna go &catch some shut eye.

last thought...
ellen....
caalllll me.

i'm used to being one with a misfortune to find.

2007-10-12T05:56:15Z

i am siiiick.
bleh.
i NEVER get sick.

the battery on my laptop is low.
so i have to make this short &sweet.

i took my french exam today.
cross your fingers that i did well.
i need to get a good grade in this class.

today was pay day.
thank the stars.
&i got a raise.
woo hoo.
i went to the urban in studio city today.
i'm thinking of switching to that store.
i love the people at the burbank store.
but i really enjoy studio city.
plus the store is so cute.

i had me some yummy pink berry today.
mmm mmm mmm.
i'd never been into an actual pink berry store.
they're so cute &modern.
the one in the valencia mall is like a little food court counter.
boooring.
so is valencia.

i missed jazz choir tonight.
i hate that i did.
but i feel awful.

so i was watching hannah montana & the suite life of zack &cody earlier.
my dad was giving me a hard time.
but he was totally laughing during hannah montana.
so whatever.

i watched a mighty heart with my dad.
i cried.
i always cry.
it was a good movie.
i enjoyed it.
i love brangelina.
did you know brad p. produced it??
i didn't.

so...
teddy geiger is going to be playing at the glass house next month.
i am so there.
i gotta get tickets.
who wants to come with??

& new jo bro news...
they're going to be on ellen on october 26.
i applied for tickets for the taping.
but i'm not getting my hopes up.
i have bad luck.
a fan put up video of the "goodnight &goodbye" dance on you tube. from tuesday's show.
not the best sound, but you can see the dance really well.
it makes me happy.

goodnight. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand goodbye.

last thought...
i miss teddy geiger.

i used to think that winning was for everyone else.

2007-10-10T20:12:53Z

yesterday was one of the longest days of my life.
but it was amazing.

my sister &i spent the night at my grandma's on monday night.
we woke up at 4:30 &by 5:15 we were on our way to E! Studios to watch 102.7 kiis fm.
the jonas brothers were on with ryan seacrest.
there was at least 100 people there by 7am.
it was really fun.
they even did a short acoustic set for us outside after.
it was so cute.
i totally made eye contact with nick for like a looong period of time.
...&mischa &i ended up meeting lauren, betina, &karina.
3 really cool fans.

then..
our car got towed.
as did betina's. my fault, sorry b.
but we met some really awesome girl named danielle wallace.
[[she's gonna be famous.]]
&she started talking to us &offered to take us to the towing place.
i had to pay $150. &i have a parking ticket to deal with. argh.
now i'm broke.

from there....
danielle &lauren, betina &karina, mischa &myself drove to the beverly hills hotel.
to use the bathroom. ha.

then....
mischa &i followed betina's car to lauren's house in tustin.
where we watched jo bro stuff on tivo until we left for the so cal fair.
mischa &i did not buy seating for the show.
because i stupidly thought that general admission would be in the front like at the ventura county fair.
wrong.
betina, lauren, &her sister &her sister's friend had tickets.
so mischa &i were prepared to rock out from our boony bleacher seats.

...but as were waiting we saw that radio disney was opening up there booth.
so lovely b asked if they were going to be giving away tix for seats.
&they were.
but.... not so easy.
we had to participate in all kinds of competitions.
we had to do some trivia.
&we had to hoola hoop.
which was humiliating!
&we still lost.
but thanks to good karma, good looks [[from my sister]], a tinsy bit of flirting,
kissing radio disney ass, &mischa's excellent foam dart throwing aim...
&we won tickets!

&they were actually pretty good seats.
the show was soooooooooo much fun.
....it would have been so much MORE fun from the way front.
but i really had a good time.
&i've kinda lost my voice.

now the question is...
was it worth the $150 towing fee &the potentially $150 parking ticket.
probably not.

but i got to:
spend some time with my sister.
start writing a song with my sister.
see a really fun show.
meet a future celebrity.
see the jo bros from arms distance.
make eye contact with nick j.
be on the kiis fm website.
finally see the goodnight &goodbye dance in person.
dance like crazy on a wobbly folding chair.
&make some really awesome friends.

now.....
it sucks to be back in reality.
with a french exam tomorrow.
a 3hour class in an hour.
&obligations galore.
but it's days like yesterday that make life fun &exciting.

last thought...
&i wish that nick j. was older.
or that i was younger.

what good is love if it keeps on hurting me.

2007-09-25T15:51:46Z

bah.
i'm awake.
i've got a lot of stuff to do today.
french homework.
french class.
gym.
study for art history test.
work @ 3.

dammit.

i dunno if i'm gonna have time for the gym.
grrrrrrrr.

i feel hungover again!
&it's all because i had coffee before bed.
really really strong coffee.
i already hate today.

my manager last night made us do a 3 hour close.
wtf!?
it was monday night. i mean c'mon.
i am tiiiiiiiiiiiiiired.
&grumpy.

jilly is having a baby tomorrow!!!!!
i can't wait to see my little nephew chase.
i'm so excited.
&crystal is pregnant too.
i dunno if i mentioned that yet.
so i'm getting another niece or nephew on april 6.
yay!!!!! yay for babies.
i'm gonna have a whole bunch of them when i get older.
but not now. no way. :)

i'm going to start my homework.

last thought:
i need to start crushing on attainable guys.

i'm wiser than the fool i was before

2007-09-21T05:45:52Z

i just got home from jazz choir.
it was long.
i miss melia.
last semester, the songs were so much better.
but i do like singing with a lot of my old friends from high school.
we did solo auditions today.
but i wasn't really interested in auditioning.
jeremy k. &taylor m. got a solo, i'm excited for that.

i went to pasadena today with my thursday girls.
it was sweet.
i bought a hello kitty key accessory.
&now danielle owes me money.
grrrrr.

right now i am at home.
i'm about to start working on a collage for my sister.
i've been putting it off for a while &now she won't get off my case about it.

on tuesday at work i saw paolo nutini.
he was checking out as i was walking up to the cashwrap to put my till in the drawer.
at first i just looked at him &thought well that guys hot
&then i realized that he was paolo nutini.
i mentally flipped out.
so i got to ring up a friend that he was with.
&then paolo thanked me when he left.
i almost died.

i love my job.

the jonas brothers were number 6 on trl today.
that's pretty exciting for them.
they're going on a "west coast" radio tour this weekend.
i don't think you can call it a west coast tour if you don't visit southern cali.
"yo that's illogical. i can't have it."
i wish they were coming back to l.a sooner. &for longer.
whatever.

here is a picture from the work party i went to last weekend.
sooooo much fun.

well good night &goodbye my loves.

last thought:
i really love my job.

my head &my heart are colliding, chaotic

2007-09-17T20:46:31Z

hey hoes.
it's been a while.
summer is oooover.
dammit.

my school schedule is pretty idiot proof.
so i say now.
i'll figure out a way to screw my life up.
just like EVERY semester.
good 'ol me.
i'm taking french, art history &jazz choir. [[just jazz]]
i like it. SO FAR.

i have work tonight.
woo hoo.
not so much.
i am still completely exhausted from the work party i went to on saturday night.
insane.
it was sooooo crazy.
there was one particular cute guy there that i was too afraid to talk to of course.
next time i'll be more outgoing.
it was really fun hanging out with the people i work with on a personal level.

i seriously have to go to the gym today before i have to go to work.
i'm definitely going.

on november 3, i am going to san luis obispo.
for the cuesta college jazz festival.
but guess what.
the jonas brothers are playing in san diego (the opposite side of the state.)
on the SAME day.
wtf!?
life sucks.
i wanted to go so bad.
they're going on tour with hannah montana soon.
&even though i love her...
i'm not interested in seeing her from the nosebleeds at the staples center.

don't laugh at me because i like the jonas brothers &miley cyrus.
you're just too pussy to admit that you like them too.
:)

i've talked to her before in person.
she came into urban outfitters while i was working the fitting rooms.
she is friggin tall.
maybe i'm just short.
whatever.
i like her.

alright.
so i'm out.
love you.

last thought:
i love d.j. danger

very few will understand what i mean by that.

i like the way i am.

2007-06-14T09:34:15Z

so it's like 2:20 in the morning.
and being up this late is a big mistake.
because that means i'm gonna sleep in tomorrow.
&when i sleep in too late, i feel like i've thrown the day away.
especially since i've gotta be at work tomorrow at 2 until closing.
dammit.

i was lazy today.[[yesterday]]
i DID, however, make it to the gym.
&i did go to my jenny craig meeting.
i'm down 3 pounds.
5 in 2 weeks.
yay for me.

went to coffee with the girls, which was nice.
&the spa with them plus austin phillips &john teague.

i think heather &john are into each other.
it's cute.
&liz has a boyfriend.
not to mention lele &josh of course.
that leaves me &allie alone.
bla.

i am gonna be 19 soon.
yay for me.
fuck boyfriends.
no. i'm not bitter at all.

i'm going to bed.

last thought...
i am going to get sick from eating too many starbucks mints.

but your lifes just one big mess.

2007-04-26T06:50:30Z

sooooo.
american idol tonight.
i almost died when they implied jordin was going home.
thank god!

i basically only went to three of my classes yeterday.
oops.
i had to write an essay.
tomorrow i have to perform a dance for my "midterm"
i'm totally not prepared for it.

i saw alex greenwald the other day at the last rooney show.
soooo hot.
i love his voice.

i hung out with my niece today.
she's the best.
do you know all the words to "part of your world"?
because she does.
and she's only two.

my mom and sister are leaving for reno tomorrow.
wtf?
not fair.
at all.

i've decided that i want to volunteer in kenya.
it's a lot of money to go on the trip.
so i'm gonna have to wait a few years.
but i'm going!

well i'm gonna get some rest.
for yet another awful day at school tomorrow.
g'night.

last thought....
alex greenwald has a yummy voice.

undress you from your history.

2007-04-20T21:40:09Z

i just saw in the land of woman.
that movie with adam brody.
kind of a dissapointment.
except for adam brody.
who is completely adorable.
i love the way he dresses.
&kristen stewart gets to make out with him.
she is 2 years younger than me.
lucky bitch.

i am avoiding getting ready for work right now.
even though i'm running out of time.
i don't know what to wear.
it's raining... so white is out of the question.

tomorrow is valencia's prom.
i have to drive my sister to pasadena to get her hair done.
and then i have to do her makeup.
yay for me.

&then allie &i have to watch almost famous.
for our journalism class.
with our repooplican professor.
sorry.

ehhh. i suppose i should get ready for work.
dammit.

last thought....
is adam brody really jewish?
because i have a thing for jewish boys.

better days &get-aways.

2007-04-18T05:42:55Z

i love tuesday nights.
just sitting at home.
enjoying the fact that wednesdays are my day off.
no school. no work.
it's a fantastic feeling.

last night i went to the roxy again.
me, allie & meechie had a blast.
we danced like crazy for everybody else.
& rooney was awesome too.
no celebrity sightings this time.
other than suzanne from the bangles.

today i had school.
i was late to journalism. again.
next semester i am only taking:
french.
art history.
&choir.
sounds awesome.

so american idol...
jordin sparks is amaaaaaaazing.
shes got my vote.
but i love blake too.
it's tough.
i think melinda is a little overrated.
chris &phil are underrated.
&sanjaya is dumb.

there is also this show that i now love.
the tudors.
omg it's so hawt.
and so are the brittish boys.
henry cavill.
[[the one that plays the king's best friend, charles.]]
oh man.
he makes me want to jump the tv.
he's gorgeous.
looooooove it.

peace.
xoxo.

last thought...
i might have to move to england.
henry caviiiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

all your silly talking won't get you where you wanna be.

2007-04-03T09:32:28Z

i just got back from a bomb ass rooney concert at the roxy.
amazing.
so amazing.
sometimes i forget how much i adore those boys.

big city rock opened for them.
i had never seen them live before.
they were great.
the lead singer dances so cute,
&the lead guitarist has this adorable smile.
i loved them.

golden state opened for them.
they were ooookay.
scanners opened for them.
pretty good band.
drummer= GORGEOUS
i'm not exaggerating. i wanted to jump him.

it was all together a really great show.
celebrity sightings include:
emma from degrassi &mischa barton.
mischa is soooooo tall in person.
oh yeah and the donnas came on stage and perfromed with rooney.
i'm sooooo over the donnas.

it was a great night.

saturday night was awesome too.
i had a "get-together" at my house.
the parents were out of town.
it was great fun.
le and liz took some cool pics. check then out on myspace.

i don't work at ralphs anymore! woohoo!

i'm leaving for havasu on wednesday morning.
which would be tomorrow.
i'm so excited!
me, liz, allie, and le.
it's gonna be the shit.

i think i'm gonna go to LACMA today.
i really need to go, to write a paper for my art history class.
blah.
i mean i like museums, but i'm not really up for it at the moment.
plus i don't want to pay for gas.

well i'm beat...
it's almost 2:30 in the morning.

last thought....
i love robert carmine.

rooney. my loves.

doin what we do. screwin who we screw

2007-03-04T17:32:21Z

i am on my lunch break at ralphs.
fun huh.
today is going to suck hard.
ralphs: 6am- 1pm
urban 3pm-midnight
intense.

yesterday i ate way too many cookies.
stupid girl scouts.
they should be in car sales.

last night was miguel's birthday party.
it was pretty fun.
i got to hang with some work friends.
haha.
and my sister thinks that my urban manager, matt, is hot.
maybe because he is.

well my time is running out.
paix.

last thought: why am i so broke, when work all of the time?

now i gotta find my own.

2007-02-26T05:52:54Z

leo di caprio.
this man seriously needs to win an oscar.
just for being so damn sexy.
i wanna be a model. just so i can date him.
yumm.

the awards were kinda boring this year.
yay for jennifer hudson.
marie antoinette- for best costume
leo and ryan being nominated.
aaaand that's about it.
oh and reese looked gorgeous.
she is my idol.

i've only had three hours of sleep, and oddly i am not that tired.
working at urban outfitters is a little exhausting.
but i love it.
i'm working 3-close at urban tomorrow.
it's gonna be a little rough.
we have a sale going on...
75% off all sale merchandise.
come in... buy shit. i'm sick of cleaning it up.
i want it all gone.

i am really hoping to quit ralphs soon.
i don't want to work there anymore.
i love my other job.
unfortunately the pay isn't fantastic.

i'm bored.
and i need to finish watching babel.

peace. music. love.
paix. musique. amour.

last thought:
leo di caprio gets better looking with age.

baby i just don't get it.

2006-08-21T07:16:24Z

i worked 12-9 today.
it sucked ass.
and since i've been home i've done nothing.
and i have work again tomorrow at 8.
but i need the hours.
because i need the dough.

i may be going to new york for new years.
with josh, leandrea, and allison.
i have to pay for it myself.
so i need money.
i'm taking donations.
it's very very VERY expensive.

so i saw step up the other day.
i really liked it.
i also like channing tatum.
he's really tall and other things.

i want to buy a puppy.
a pekingese.
which will have to wait until after new york.
i hope i can go.

i really need to wash my car.
like badly.
i also need to go to the optometrist.
i wonder what time they close tomorrow.

i think i'm going to a tyler hilton concert on wednesday.
crossing my fingers.

heather is leaving for college on friday.
kelly left last thursday.
my 2 besties are abandoning me.
college sucks.
i enrolled in all of my classes.
yuck.
math.
english.
3d art.
studio singing.
guitar.

well i'm gonna go to sleep now.

everyone knows i'm in over my head

2006-08-05T18:32:30Z

wow.
last night was intense.
me. rory. liz. and allison hung out with leandra
josh
evan
sean
brie
nate
ryan
matt
plus a bunch of other people i don't know.
fun party.
lots of crazy shit happening.
then we ALL crashed in the bedroom.
then we left at like 8:30 ish.
liz got a speeding ticket driving my car.
fabulous.

this morning allison and i went to ticketmaster.
fyi:
teddy geiger at the troubadour! and hob anaheim.
i'm psyched.

i have to go to work soon.
12-9
bleh. that is just awful.
plus i am insanely tired.
it sucks.
i think that for my lunch break i'll go to jersey mikes.
yumm.

peace. love. music.

every word you say is like a song.

2006-08-01T21:49:09Z

i'm bored.

i just finished watching this awesome movie.
love me if you dare.
it's french.
it was soooo good.

last night was fun.
hung out at heather's with heather, christina, lele, and liz.
last night i watched return to me.
which was also good.

i did make it to the gym yesterday.
but i still haven't cleaned my room.
i would do it now, but....
i have to leave for work in an hour and i wouldn't finish.

i went out to lunch today with my mom, sister,
and some of the people that i went to paris with.
it was cute.
i'm still stuffed.

i wanna do something tonight.
summer is almost over.
ventura county fair day is coming up.
aar he we come.

♥ peace out.

what makes you not care

2006-07-31T07:16:06Z

so basically i am a cashier.
it's not like a permanent position, but it's a pay raise.
i bag and check and i get paid a buck fifty more for it.
and time goes by much much faster.

life is pretty much the same.
nothing too exciting to report.
i hung out with jeremy for a little while tonight.
we talked.
it was fun.

none of my friends have made any attempts to get together.
i think i bore them.
which sucks.

kelly is moving soon.
why does college have to suck so much.
why does texas have to be so far from california.
why the fuck did she have to pick texas.

my list of goals for tomorrow:
go to the gym.
shower.
clean my room.
go to work on time.
call my friends and make some kind of plans.

lots of concerts coming up!
teddy geiger
aar
tyler hilton
lots of fun!

let your hair down

2006-07-28T07:31:31Z

for the past 2 days i've been in cashier training school.
it is sooo long, and sooo boring.
tomorrow i will actually be working in the register.
so if you live in burbank don't go to the store on victory and buena vista.

well i recently went to paris, florence, and venice.
i was in paris for 4 days, then i was in florence for 3 days, and venice for 1 day, then paris for another 8 days.
i had a blast. however, i was very happy to come home.
i still have gifts to give to kelly, heather, liz, michelle, and christina.
i turned 18 when i was in florence, it was pretty awesome.
france won the semi finals for the world cup, while i was in paris. very cool.
italy won the world cup while i was in florence. very very cool.
i bought a lot of cool shit.

i am broke now.
i just bought a new ipod with my left over euros.

in the past month i've been to 3 teddy geiger concerts.
and i still have not met him.
it's pretty depressing.
i am used to going to concerts and meeting the band afterwards.
i am very spoiled.

aar is having a free concert at the ventura county fair.
i am so there.

i am not looking forward to work in a couple of hours.
i have to wake up before 5 to get ready and be in burbank by 7.
atleast i get paid by the milage and the hour.

everyone needs to listen to corinne bailey rae.
i love her.

here's another looooong survey....

*Myspace Survey...Tell All!*
--Info--
Name::	markie mae
Nicknames::	markie mae
Birthplace::	burbank
Current Location::	valencia
Hair Color::	at the moment. bonde.
Eye Color::	green.
Height::	5'4
Weight::	how rude.
Tatoos?::	not currently.
Piercings?::	4. monroe. belly button. ears.
Overused Phrase::	lol. and haha.
--Your--
Bedtime::	what's that?
Best Physical Feature::	ummm my lips?
Most Embarassing Moment::	when my mom told taylor locke that he was really drunk.
Most Missed Memory::	any moment with my great grandma.
First Thought When You Wake Up::	this isn't happening.
Weakness::	musicians.
Best Friends::	kelly. michelley. [heather. rory. liz. christina.allison = six chix]
Goal For The Year::	lose 15 lbs.
Greatest Fears::	dying alone. not succeeding. a loved one dying.
--This Or That--
Pepsi or Coke...:	dr. pepper light.
McDonalds or Burger King...:	in n out.
Hot Tea or Ice Tea...:	mmmm both.
Chocolate or Vanilla...:	swirl.
Water or Milk...:	flavored water.
Coffee or Hot Chocolate...:	coffee.
Hugs or Kisses...:	kisses. however hugs are very nice.
Cats or Dogs...:	dogs.
Summer or Winter...:	summer.
Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies...:	romantic comedies.
Love or Money...:	both. hehe.
Green Grapes or Purple Grapes...:	green. mmm.
--Lover--
Perferred Eye Color::	green.
Perferred Hair Color::	dark brown.
Short Hair or Long Hair...:	somewhere in the middle.
Perferred Height::	5'10 and up.
Perferred Weight::	i dunno. not too skinny, not too fat.
Looks or Personality...:	personality.
Hot or Cute...:	cute.
Skinny...Muscular...or Fat...:	somewhere between skinny and muscular.
--Favs--
Number::	17
Food::	sopa.
Type of Music::	indie. alternative. dancy rock.
Candy::	warheads.
Color::	black. gold. red. dark purple.
Animal::	tiger.
Drink::	diet dr. pepper
Body Part on the Opposite Sex::	hands. and eyes. and lips.
Movie::	amelie. and pride and prejudice.
Past Time::	the 60s.
--Have You Ever--
Drank?:	yes.
Smoked?:	yes.
Been Beaten Up?:	no.
Bullied Someone?:	only my sister.
Skinny Dipped?:	only topless.
Played Spin The Bottle or 7 Minutes In Heaven?:	yes.
Toliet Papered Someones House?:	of course.
Played Poker W/ Money?:	no. with candy.
Gone Swimming In A White T-Shirt?:	yeah.
Been Tickled So Bad That You Cried?:	numerous times.
Been Tickled So Bad That You Couldnt Talk?:	yep.
Like Someone And Not Tell Them How You Felt?:	duh.
Went Camping?:	love to camp.
Used The Restroom On A Tree?:	no.
Had A Crush On Your Brother/Sister's Friend?:	not yet.
Had A Crush On Your Friend's Brother/Sister?:	i confess yes.
Walked In The Rain W/out An Umbrella?:	i barely use umbrellas.
Danced In The Rain?:	not with a partner.
Told A Joke And Nobody Thought It was Funny?:	unfortunately.
Been On Stage?:	many many times.
Worn Clothes Your Mom Didnt Approve Of?:	yes actually.
Been To A Nude Beach?:	no. however i have been to a beach topless.
Cursed In Church?:	no.
Been Called A Whore/Slut For Kissing Someone?:	nope.
Burnt Yourself?:	almost daily.
Been Dumped?:	no. but i've been rejected.
Dumped Someone?:	yes.
Been In Love?:	i'm assuming teddy geiger doesn't count. then no.
Been Hit On Someone To Old?:	yeah.
Wanted To Be A Model?:	maybe if i lost weight and magically grew 6 inches.
Wanted To Be In The Olmpics?:	because i'm so athletic.
Bought Lottery Tickets?:	dammit not yet.
Made Out In A Car?:	well i ws in the car and he was leaning in, so i guess that counts.
Cried During A Movie?:	are you kidding me. i'm the biggest wuss ever.
Wanted Something You Couldnt Have?:	yep.
Made Love On The Beach?:	no.
Shoplifted?:	yeah.
Seen Someone Shoplift?:	yes.
Hung Up On Someone?:	many times.
Yelled At Your Pet?:	mhmm.
Gotten Seasick?:	eeew yes.
Tried To Strip When Drunk?:	not really i was wearing a swim suit when i took my clothes off.
Bought A Thong Cuz The Casier Was Hot?:	haha no.
Stalked Someone?:	not yet. wink.
Had A Stalker?:	no. fortunately.
Played A Prank On Someone And Scared Them?:	not that i can remember.
Been Embarrassed By Someone In Your Family?:	almost daily.
Felt Bad About Eating Meat?:	yes.
Protested?:	yeah.
Been To An Island?:	hawaii.
Ate Cuz You Had Nothing Better To Do?:	yes. i am horrible.
Screamed In A Library?:	nooo.
Made Out W/ A Stranger?:	i knew him for like 2 hours. does that count.
Made Out W/ Someone Who Wasnt Single?:	no.
Wished A Part Of You Was Different?:	all the time.
Talked To A Complete Stranger?:	yeah.
Been Sunburned So Bad You Blistered?:	no.
Kicked A Guy In The Nuts?:	noo.
Threw Up In School?:	i don't think so.
Recieved A Love Letter That Wasnt Signed?:	hmmm not signed.... no.
Wore Something You Hated?:	yes. bleh.
Wore Something To Match Someone?:	hahaha a couple of weeks ago actually. no one noticed.
Been To A Luau?:	yep.
Cursed Infront Of Your Parents?:	my mom.
Been On TV?:	yeah. carson daily's show.
Been Outta The Country?:	france. italy. and mexico.
Been Honked At While Walking Down The Sidewalk?:	eeew yes.
Won A Pool Game?:	yay yes.
Went To A Party Where You Were The Only Sober One?:	yes actually. not that much fun.
Went To School/ Work Drunk?:	no.
Dieted?:	attempted.
Had An Eating Disorder?:	yeah right.
Cheated On Your Other?:	never.
Been Cheated On?:	no.
Been Paid To Date Someone?:	no.
Dated Someone That Was Paid or Dared To Date You?:	no thank god.
Tanned Topless?:	yes.
Been Strip Searched?:	no.
Been On A Plane?:	mhmm.
Been On A Cruise?:	no never.
Been Pantsed In Public?:	no.
Thrown Your Shoe At Someone?:	not that i recall.
Broke Someone's Heart?:	i hope not.
Sung In The Shower?:	every day.
Bought Something Way To Expensive?:	i admit. many times.
Done Something Stupid And Laughed At Yourself?:	all the time.
Been Walked In On While You Were Dressing?:	omg yes. akward.
Been Walked In On While Showering?:	no thank god.
Ran Out Of A Movie Theater Cuz You Got Scared?:	no.
Been Kicked Out Of A Mall/ Store?:	yes. apparently you can't take pictures in windsor.
Been Kicked Out Of A GoCart Place Cuz You Wrecked The Go Cart?:	no.
Been In Detention?:	yes.
Feel Off A Roof?:	no.
Pretended You Were Scared So You Could Cuddle W/ Someone?:	no. good idea.
Been In A Wreck?:	yes. not fun.
Wrecked So You Wouldnt Hit An Animal?:	no.
Made Yourself Puck So You Wouldnt Have To Go To School?:	no.
Threatened Someone W/ A Water Gun?:	nope.
Been Shot?:	no.
Had A Water Gun War?:	yesssss.
Been Arrested?:	never.
--Randoms--
Regret Something You Did In The Past?:	of course.
Country You Wanna Visit::	greece.
Way You Wanna Die::	peaceful.
Like Thunderstorms?:	yes actually.
Get Along W/ Your Parents?:	really well.
R U A Health Freak?:	pfft yeah right.
U Think Ur Attractive?:	not physically.
Do You Believe In Yourself?:	yes i have faith in myself.
Wanna Get Married?:	eventually.
Wanna Go To College?:	yep.
Shower Daily?:	yep.
Want Kids?:	eventually.
When Do U Wanna Lose Your Virginity?:	when i am in love.
Do U Hate Anyone?:	no.
Can You Unwrap A Starburst W/ Your Tongue?:	haha yes.
Do You Think You Can Sing?:	i guess.
Can You Open You Eyes Underwater?:	not for very long.
Eat Whatever And Not Worry?:	i wish.
Can You Whistle?:	yeah, i'm not bad.
Can You Walk In High Heels?:	i'm pro.
Do You Sleep W/ The Light On?:	sometimes.
Do You Like Super Spicy Foods?:	mmmmm.
Can You Multitask?:	ehhh depends.
Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue?:	lol. yes i can.
Can You Fit In Your Locker?:	i don't have a locker.
Do You Spit?:	not in public.
Can You Taste The Difference Between Pepsi And Coke?:	yes.
If You Could Wish 4 Anything...What Would You Wish?:	success and happiness.
What Kind Of Perfume Or Colone Do You Wear?:	t girl.
What Kind Of Soap Do You Use?:	tone.
What's Your Favorite Scent?:	plumeria. and clean linen.
Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could?:	no.
Take this survey \| Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d

waiting for the sun to kiss the sea

2006-06-08T11:01:32Z

yay.
i finally got to hang out with leandra.
and josh. and sean. and ryan. and evan.
we saw the omen.
not bad.

can't sleep.
so i jacked a survey off a friends myspace bulletin.

RED - ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
yes actually. my best freind, kelly.
well not so much mad as i am hurt.

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
my mother.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
my sister. numerous occasions.

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
not to my knowlege.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
depends on who i'm mad at.

ORANGE - EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
kind of. they tried.

2. Are you easily excited?
i would say yes.

3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
grad night tonight!
my 18th birthday.
and
europe.

4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
hmm. probably rory.

5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?
i want a prius.

6. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
a million dollars so that i can purchase that prius.

YELLOW - SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name?
markie mae.

2. Where were you born?
burbank. california.

3. What's your main goal in life?
to be happy.

4. Do you want to have children?
eventually.

5. How do you want to die?
peacefully with no regrets.

GREEN - OPINIONS

1. Sex before marriage?
whatever.

2. Gay Marriage?
right on!

3. Lower the Drinking age?
i would say no. i already have enough alcoholics in my life.

4. Capital Punishment?
undecided

5. Abortion?
pro choice.

6. Recycling?
wish i could say i did it all the time.

PURPLE - LOVE

1. Do you have a crush/boyfriend/girlfriend?
pretty much.

2. If so, how much do they mean to you?
a significant amount.

3. Do you believe in love at first sight?
it's a nice thought. but really? no.

4. Have you ever been in love?
no.

Q&A

Q: How many beds did you lay in last week?
A: oh you know. dozens.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: ummm. red dress.

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
A: sidekick.

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A: 64 dollas.

Q: Is Tom on your friends list?
A: no.

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: my jewelry display.

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
A: i don't borrow other people's clothes. they borrow my clothes.

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: myspace. imdb. urban outfitters. rooney. photobucket. fanfiction.

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: dried flowers.

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: not at the moment.

Q: What city was your last taxicab ride in?
A: New York.

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
A: yes.

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: can't recall.

_______Last________
1. Person you saw:
leandra.

2. Movie watched in cinema:
the omen

3. Song you listened to:
do you even care- teddy geiger

______Today________
1. What are you doing now:
filling out this fucking survey

2. What are you doing tonight:
well it's almost 4 in the morning but tonight tonight i will be going to grad night at disneyland.

3. What are you going to eat for lunch:
no idea. jersey mikes sounds good. we'll see.
______Tomorrow_____
1. Is:
friday.

2. Goal:
not take money out of the atm.

3. What are you doing tomorrow:
sleeping. a lot.

you've grown up really crazy

2006-03-09T06:28:11Z

i went to the academy awards on sunday
it wasn't that funny.
i saw jake gyllenhaal in person
i can check one of my ambitions off my list

today, after school, i went shopping
don't tell my mom.
i'm supposed to save my money for spring break in new york
so far i'm sucking at it.

i've been horrifically ill.
i can't stop hacking up a storm.
i've been constantly drinking tea.

i want to go to a concert!
i am going through withdrawals.
it's torture.
rooney! save me!

prom is coming up.
fuuuuuck.

last thought:
i need to stop buying dresses!

so what are you waiting for?

2006-03-01T06:36:08Z

yay for me i'm back at school.
thank god.
i seriously missed social interaction.

so i watched that movie high school musical today.
i used to love those disney channel movies.
this one was okay.
neither girls could sing though.
both boys were really good.
i've decided that i now have a crush on zac efron

i visited my friend pam today.
she has cancer and is really sick.
it made me really sad to see her in the state that she is in.
please pray for her. shes only 25. and has so much to live for.

i'm beat.
school is exhausting.
it's beddy bye for me.

dreaming of zac efron. lol

drench yourself with words unspoken

2006-02-26T07:24:57Z

bah!
thank the man who invented the computer.
i would be so bored without it.
what the hell did people do before tv and computers?
spend time with their families?
yeah right. my parents are just as addicted to tv and the internet as i am.

so today i actually cleaned my room and did my laundry.
my parents didn't even have to force me.
snaps for markie.

yesterday i went to best buy to buy the oc season 2 dvd.
but they didn't have it.
so i bought the complete series of freaks and geeks.
why that show only lasted one season baffles me.
it was so awesome.
and hello... james franco.
whoever pulled the plug on that one is a moron.

i should probably actually get some sleep tonight
considering i stayed up til ungodly hours last night/this morning watching freaks and geeks.

last thought:
james franco = yummy